Thursday, May 31, 2007

temporary

April of last year, 2006, I applied for a permit to drive. May of this year (as in today *GIGGLES*), I HAVE MY TEMPORARY DRIVER'S LICENSE already!

I can't believe it! I've been driving for a couple of months already without even a licensed driver with me. A couple of freeways and tons of side streets. And wahlah! PASSED! hehehe... Melanie was so nice. I won't forget her...( probably I will)

kiss rate: supercalifragilisticexpialidocious french kiss;)

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

BLONDE-ISH! Just can't help it!

its been a day already since the big coronation night of the superbowl for gays and gals. but i still can't help but think how Venezuela bested Korea and USA. I don't want to sound rude and all that but her answer was so blonde-ish. She answered when asked for a question. But did she answer the question? NAH! I mean, she's pretty and all that, but she didn't answer her friggin' question! (you see where the blonde-ish is??) OMG! i can't blame her, after all she's the World's Top Model (according to my friends and global beauties)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

MISS UNIVERSE 2007 - RIYO MORI

Yes, its an Asian! OMG! that was my statement when the top 15 were announced 9pm here in LA. the Asians that got in the top 15 really have a really good chance of bagging the crown.

My bet was Japan. she's really cute. but then stunning miss korea hit me. shes stunning! beautiful. but thanks to some technical error she was 3rd runner up to Ms. Japan who won the most coveted title a lady could ever boast for for all her life if she wins it.

Miss Japan presented herself. Confident. Her spin on the swimsuit round captured me. from then on i switched from Korea to Japan. I remember last year when Miss Puerto Rico defeated Miss Japan. I was devastated. I thought it was already bagged for Miss Japan last year. but then, winning this years miss universe isn't too late either for japan.

way to go RIYO MORI! Way to go ASIA!

Monday, May 28, 2007

the promise -2

this next installment has long been over due. sorry. i was busy. work. friends. sorry.



i was on the verge of pursuing this story but as the moment drew in closer, it made me sleepy. less sleep + more time with friends= a healthy social life....



here goes me again...



he started by asking me to give him a massage. most of those who have had the chance to experience my magic touch commented how well my hands work. going back, i gave him my all. my best. then he started to moan a little. somehow, i felt excited. weird. eerie. then, curious. he turned. his bulge was the only thing thats capturing my attention. it was bigger than what i have. he's 13 and im 10 for gaffts sake. i began to check him out. i was staring at his dick still entraped indside his shorts encased inside his briefs. even so, it was prominent. he grabbed my hand and the guided it to where he wants it to be. in my thoughts, i was guessing he planned this. i dont know why. i dont care anymore. the simple caress my hand gives his encapsulated dick became more aggressive. i was more curious than i thought i will be. i think im going crazy. my heart is pounding. fast. no, very fast. what if my cousins come in? what if the knock. we need to open the door.



he pulled his pant down. we wanted me to feel his his dick through his undies. in which, i did. i liked the feeling. correction: I LOVED THE FEELING! it was my first sexual experience. it wasnt a fantasy to me. but it was the best feeling i've ever felt. innocence left me. i was in limbo. i thought i wasnt moving. but i was. i began to sniff his dick still in his underwear. it smelled good. the musk smell made me come out of my shell. then i did something daring for me at that time. i slid my hands inside his underwear and grabbed his throbbing dick. his moans i cannot hear anymore. his movements i cannot fathom. myself, felt like another person. i was amazed on how things were going. then, he asked me to do something......

continued again... hehhe...

Monday, May 7, 2007

the Promise - 1

i was chatting with some friends yesterday and i promised to put a blog on my sexual exploits.

i was young when my parents bought a house in novaliches. i hated that place. water has time. sooo far from our place at quezon city. and most of all i dont have any friends there. years has passed. my dad died. my mom went here to the states to support us. the novaliches house was just there. sitting. empty. then, i remember my grandparents moving from our province to our novaliches house. and then there was two.

my grandpa and my grandma were the only one who lives at our novaliches house. so its only fit that we visit them and spend the night every weekend. and then, the trips to our province for the summer vacation was shifted to going to novaliches. my cousins and i would play around. do what ever we want. its summer. its our vacation. our fun.

i was 10 at that time. my eldest cousin playing with us was 13 i think at that time. as the eldest he had control of our play. imagine this. we are at an airplane. he was the pilot. some of my cousins were the passengers. and another cousin and i were the attendants. we have the whole house to ourselves. so, one room was for the cockpit and the other room was simply for the passengers. somehow my eldest cousin, would always call me to the "cockpit". i didn't know that time that it was the "cock" pit. hehehe.

"paging my attendant to the cockpit please", he goes. i was on my feet and went to the other room. when i got there, he locked the door. he asked my other cousin not to bother. i was sweet. i was young. i was innocent. i became ready of whatever he would want me to do. i have no idea what's going to happen. i felt butterfly in my stomach.

to be continued....

Sunday, May 6, 2007

NEXT

in my childhood, i have dreamt of so many things. Special abilities that only in my dreams i can have. But it never occur to me to dream of such ability as what Chris in this movie has. as amazing as his ability is, whats more amazing is the connection that there is between Chris and Liz. He had this ability to foresee whats going to happen to only him and that he can only predict whats going to happen in the span of before 2 mins. it was amazing how things changed with love. i dont know if this movie is a romantic movie or a suspense movie.

its a movie that i would put beside the illusionist. very smart. very intelligent. makes your mind work, makes your heart beat.

thoughts for today 5-6-07

i was caught in awe of the things that i can do with my life. and with that i crumble down. it left me in awe. but not in motion.

when i was a kid i realized that i need to compete. my eldest brother graduated valedictorian in elementary (same school i was in), and my other brother was just a wreck. i have no choice but to choose the later than the latter. i don't want my life to end up in a ditch as what i have perceived my other brother's life would be. so i MUST compete. i tried my best. i was on the top section from grades one til 6. then high school was another one when i challenged myself. i went on from top section to top of the section. then i was transferred to another school. if permitted, i can say that i struggled when i was transferred. culture shock. i was taught of things i already knew. things that i can say is like but basic knowledge. so i strove, my best was at the line. i graduated with honors. college was another thing. my eldest brother was again on the premier school of the country. now how can i beat that? so nothing happened. i was placed on the dean's list of my first school just after i transferred to another school. how sad. with the transfer i felt nothing. no competition. no nothing. i became stagnant. i became who i am now. lost.

the world is huge. my world is a tiny spot in my mind. but my spot in the real world is yet to be determined. i need to find my soul. i need to find my strength once more. i need to find.... me.

Saturday, May 5, 2007

slow...so slow...

yesterday was supposed to be a blast. my boss was on a conference again for the whole day. meaning i'm responsible for the whole facility again. but as all fridays go - slow, very slow, super slow. i can't even imagine i was working double. i was so tired before it was 6. my friends keep on asking me if i was going out, but i can't. 1st, i dont have my license yet. second, its freaking 11 o'clock when i get off from work?! what will i do in weho by 12am when in about 2 hours all the bars will be closing. i hate my life sometimes. i really do. as soon as i was home i slept. i guess i snored because i was so tired! and today im faced with work by 3. good luck with that again. i wish i have my license already. i hate it! well, who knows what the day will give me. i hope one of my resident's son comes to visit again. he is such a darling. he is sooooo handsome! hehe.. ok.. gtg.. post again tomorrow!

Thursday, May 3, 2007

OMG!

this is gonna be my first ever post here...

OMG! as in Oh, my gosh!

my day went well, but, as all day ends, everything has a twist. my boss sent me a message last night telling me that she's gonna leave a voicemail on my phone. she called. ring ring. i didn't answer per her request. after some time i checked my phone just to hear that she's not coming in today. it wasn't a shock actually. she already told me about a seminar she needs to attend to. but telling me that my favorite resident aide wont be working with me and i'd be training a new girl to work for our company. sucks! and my boss told me that i'd be working with one of the resident's aide that i feel is incompetent. and i think i'm right. i mean, come noon time she allowed the new girl to take off! while everyone was having their meal! what the heck! well, every thing went well even with that thing happening. one cute son of one of my residents said that he's moving his mom out. i was kinda devastated. he's married and all but he is CUTE!

so i spent OT again. went home. got my mom from her work to her other work. then went home.
tomorrow will be another day because my boss will still be in another seminar. and i'll be off to sleep now. hehehe... ciao!