Wednesday, March 12, 2008

ken lee

its been a long time since my last post here... hehehe... i guess just been busy.

had a trip to sanfo last feb. then my birthday is really really near! hehe. plus im somehow attached already. hehe..

but my post is not about me. but about a singer and a song. here goes.



hope u enjoyed it!

Monday, February 25, 2008

sanf trip

its interesting how we meet, interact and bond with people. some you seem to avoid, yet you get close to when you meet. some you're close with but there's somehow a distance between both of you in person.

i was uber happy on my SF trip. finally meeting friends i want to meet.

RONMAR - BAKLAAAA! that was the first word that came out of my scandalous mouth the first time i saw u. hehe. the first of the sisters i met. i miss the way you made deadma nung naglalampungan kme ni you know who. hehe. salamat.

ALBRIGHT - nakita ko na sya before. mabait. sobra. saya pa kasama! grabe. d ko ma contain! OMG. (at wala tlga ako masabi) lolz pero in fernezz.. natawa tlga ako sa fact na un ang una nyang paglagay ng air sa tires nya! tuwang tuwa! lolz

AJI - grabe tong taong to! mag hintay dw ba sa LV ng overnight makapunta lng ng sanfo! kinulang tuloi ang gabing magkasama tau... hayz... nakagawa na sana tau ng baby... lolz... cool. fun to hang out with. wag ka lng mangiliti!

NATNAT - asan si aji? un ba unang tanungin?? e ako nmn sumalubong sa knya? ano ba yan? pero in fernezz ang ganda mo tlga sa cam ko! panalo! shenglot!

MUHTAH - grabe! shongaerz! iwan dw ba ang mga importanteng bagay! iba ka. to think na naghintay ka na sa airport nun ha... d mo man lng namalayan na may nawawala sau! shet! pero love u sis.. bonding to the nth leveling! at nahawakan ko na po ang bangs nya!

KRAY - grabe. thanks for giving us shelter ng makakarir nmn ang sis natin. lolz. grabe. at matulog dw ba ng 6am! lolz. super bonding moment! panalo! miss u sis!

ANTHONY - in fernezz ang cute mo! super petite! hindi ka mahuhuli sa pila pag find ur height! in fernezz! hayz. kaso may tahong ka na. nice meeting u. hindi pa tau ng uusap ng baklaan. sabi ko sau usap tau ng ganun e.

ROY - congressman! nakita na rn kta! pakk ka e. may one yr na tyong magkakilala ngaun pa lng tau nagmeet! shet! ang gwapo mo! patikim nmn! lolz

RON - alam mo nmn siguro sasabihin ko sau... hehe.. miss u!

NJ_21 - sorry if i wasnt able to accommodate u. i was out of reach. nagmamaganda kc ako ng bonggang bongga. tska may curtis ka nmn to bond with... hayz..

CURTIS - ang payat mo! pero bilib ako sa kaya mong i-store at ilabas pag lasing! lolz bumaha e!

WILL & DENNY - need i say more! i love u mga papi ko! salamat for the trouble of driving everyone na d makaya ng car ni albright! salamat tlga!

MILA - ang co-founder ng dreamworks. feeling ko tlga bagay kau ng co-founder ng MGM e.. hehe... miss u bakla! sarap ng bopis! update ko profile ko... lagay ko fave food ko un!

JAYVEE- my gosh! nahalikan pla kta! hindi ko alam! nagulat ako paggising ko nung morning! nakita ko sa cam ko may pic tau! OMG tlga! pero salamat for showing us sanfo! i loveeeeeeeeeee et!

SCOTT - thanks for the best ride ever! hehe. un lng. (sa car ni scott ang first kiss nmin ni baby ko... hehe)

LEO - sna maaga pa lng nakilala na kta. at wag mo na ako snob. hehe. akin ka nlng.

MOTHER - ikw c mother dahil mukha kang mother! ikw ang aking mama-san. bugaw. pimp. kahit ano pa. ikw un. ikw ang dinadakila at tinitingala (ni aji at anthony?) salamat for being so goood! we definitely enjoyed the party! we enjoyed sanfo! next stop nyo: LA! at nand2 ako! hehe



METREON - salamat sa mga games. sa IMAX most especially

TILT - see metreon

SA MGA HINDI MAKITA UNG NAME NILA - wla tlga kau jan. or nakalimot lng ako. hehe. pero all of u na hindi ko nabanggit. sobrang thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! ung simple meet nming sisters e naging super GEB ng DL lolz. panalong panalo! thanks sa kapokpokan ng sister naming si RONMAR! wag kau magtampo. lahat kau ay mahal ko.

sna maulit ulit. sna may part 2. un lng. hehe.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

latest

its been longggggggggggggggggggggg since ive had something in this blog.. i guess its time... here goes...


ive been busy. new work. in and out of relationships( if can classify them as one).

i thought my whore life was left when i left the philippines. and will only be revived if i come back to my motherland. but no. its all coming back. its like this blackhole sucking you up with all its might whilst on the other side lies the past you. passing you back and forth.

i also think its innate in me. is it in my appearance? as if people see me as some one to put in bed and leave there not thinking of coming back? or is it just the complications that i always think of that makes me feel alone, used.

i wait for that someone to be there and be the knight in shining armour for me. i see them. i meet them. i interact with them. but after a night of baring whats behind the armour, feeling him and satisfying the carnal needs that my knight was hinting for a long time, im left alone. thinking if i made the right decision of giving in to his needs. thinking maybe it was too early.

it might be too early. but life is short. grabbing it by the tail is not the right way to live it. you must ride head on. catching up is never my thing. but now everything leaves me just in the middle. stagnant.

alone.