Friday, June 22, 2007

Kiss -1

work. work. work. the only thing that made me busy all this time. my friends keep telling me to write the sequel for "the promise". too much on my mind right now... here goes:

After the "hot" thing with my cousin, every year, i looked forward for summer. every single summer. but things stopped. why? because of another cousin.

He is a cousin that i dont know how distant. all i know is, he is from my father side. he's cute. he smells great. and as i discover later on, he has a BIG ONE. he is a brother to my other older cousin which i have a super crush on. and i know, he has a big dick too. im sure of that. ;)

well, i always go to my cousins place to play. i cant help it. their place is literally paces away from ours. i was playing with my cousins when i noticed THIS cousin went upstairs. i was intrigued. puzzled. what the hell will he do upstairs in the middle of the day? so, when all my other cousins were playing i sneaked up to peek at whats happening. i saw him. sleeping. he is just another sight i cant keep my eyes off. i was kind of mesmerized on what i was staring at. his face. his body. then my attention went to where you all are rooting for. his dick. inside my head i was thinking, "does he have a big dick as his brother?". the more than famous devil and angel were fighting inside my head too. touch it or leave it. i really didnt know what happened, but i found myself walking. not walking away, but walking. towards where the embodiment of my lust is. walking for my life....

to be continued...

FATSO!

OMG! i cant believe this. all the while i havent noticed that i gained so much weight. not until i received my driver's license. suckz. i feel devastated. i feel the urge to eat. im lonely. MOMMY!!!

LA pride

LA Pride Parade

My first LA pride. so memorable. i marched with new friends down santa monica from cresent heights to robertson blvd in festive west hollywood.

i was late going to the place where we are supposed to meet. i needed to drop my mom off to her work before i do my gay stuff. but it didnt stop me from having all the fun i can have.

from sun way up high to sun down. i was there. experiencing the scene. savoring the moment. they said it was one of the most successful Pride in LA.

My first LA pride. so memorable.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

WORK

work is both a curse and a blessing.

the curse:

i work 6 days a week. 5 days 7-3 then a day for 3-11. i bust my ass working. i do things i shouldn't do. but still, my paycheck doesnt go through my direct deposit. instead of going to sanfo with my friends to celebrate pride, i drove to santa fe springs to pick up my pay check. suckz.

the blessing:

its work. definitely compensation.

Saturday, June 9, 2007

PRIDE!!!

LA pride is around the corner! OMG!

we started it by a simple get together party held at one of BARANGAY's member. they hosted the green and red party last xmas too. as usual, i want to get D R U N K! so, as early as 12nn yesterday, i called up my friend and asked him if he can pick me up for the party. he said yes. yehey! that means, drink all you can again

~~~~~~~~~~nizz~~~~~~~~~~

PARTY TIME!!!!

we went. we saw. i was wasted!

the party went well. a new logo for the organization. and i've decided to join the parade with them. that would be a delight! my friend, Ben was doing his version of the 1994 Ms Universe pageant held in the philippines. he was the best! every criticism was well awarded by laughs of those listening. he also did the production number the candidates danced on the opening of the said competition. we were all laughing out gases out! hehehe... then he did the walk. he confirmed it. hehehe.

they told us to mix our drinks. i did mine. hehe. i mixed 7 different drinks. with a touch of jaggermeister. it tasted like cough syrup. but hell strong. i didn't even have the chance to finish it and i was buzzed already. i needed to stop.

after the party we went to gameboi (rage). the last drink i had was adiosmuddafucker! it was the best! again, i wasn't able to finish my drink. im gonna get one of those again one time. hehe.

~~~~~~~~~nizz~~~~~~~~~~

then my mom woke me up after 3 hours of sleep. good thing i didn't have any hang over.

she asked me to dig a hole in the backyard. our dog, princess, died. she was adorable. i rushed to kmart to buy a shovel. my first time to use it correctly.

and now, im bored. bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

the promise - 3

work and things got in my way again. i hate it. i hate the fact that i can't even finish this story. its freakin' incest and i can't finish it! how lame of me. how stupid.

as continued....

i was in ecstasy. i was trapped. what if we fight? will he bring this up and tell every one i sucked him? would i ever defend myself if ever this happens? who would believe me?

i was elated. it felt like forever. but everything shattered. i felt betrayed. i felt as though he is cornering me so that he can always have someone by his side to defend him to the family if he has done something wrong. i went crazy. i stopped sucking. i stopped and stared. i stopped spinning. i felt sick. what was i doing? what was i thinking letting him be my predator? then something happened. he moaned. it wasn't the first time i heard someone moan. but this time it was different. I've always thought that sexually, moans=pleasure. i realized i was giving him something that felt good. maybe i was wrong. just paranoid little me. and i started to move my lips again. his cock is harder than what it was. not wood. more like steel. i was kinda afraid that it might break my teeth. hehe. i work hard. up and down i went. my hands still shaky. not of excitement i think. but of the immense pleasure his moans are giving me. my dick was hard as rock too. but i don't care. i was so engulfed (literally) on the pleasure it was giving me, simply because i was giving him pleasure.

and then my grandma came home. it was it. he didn't cum. i wish he did. i've read it all over the tabloids already. that after sometime of playing with someone's dick, cum comes out. that would've completed my experience.

after that i looked forward to every summer that we have. me sucking his dick once more. but he never really came when he had our "thing". sad. but my first cum experience was with another cousin. hehe. and that's my second story. watch out!